One year later - 28 October 2008

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Oops, I am a day late in putting this down.

Apologies..moi have been terribly busy lately!!!

One year ago on 27 October, 2007 at the bar in Bernard's I first laid eyes on you. It was nothing then but somehow you still managed to blow me off...just that half an hour of acquintance where we had a glass of Tequila during sunset and your face turned red. Suddenly I am melting into you.

Meeting then the new prodigy of my senior DJ Charles B. The usual, we exchanged contact and msn and spoke of being a DJ. Didn't really get the opportunity to talk further as I had to run off and get drunk with my cousins.

A week later, you called and hello, we spoke again and we got to know each other better and the rest is history.

It has indeed been a "rock n' roll" year for us. This love hate relationship has given both of us couple of heartache yet we weathered through it somehow. We had good times and are still enjoying each other's company and seriously I am looking forward to the future of "us"...I often ask myself does it really matter whether if you are my soul mate or not? All I can say is we are perfect for each other because I know what you want to achieve, your dreams and your destiny.

For now, my breath of fresh air is you, it is like waking up in the morning and smelling the freshly cut grass around me. This is how exactly I feel each time I see you. Call me an idiot or a fool but as always I will again swear to you that no matter what I remain faithful only to you and nodoby and nothing will ever ever change that. Not in a million years to come.

God, its good to see you smile each time we meet. My heart never fail to skip a beat or two when you are around me. I wish to be immortal so that I can be with you forever, to see your success in your dreams, to see you growing beautiful each and every day and most importantly to see you as the "STAR" you want so much to be.

I have never had this experience or such a long wait before waiting for someone to accept me...and now 28 October 2008, a year later I am still waiting.

As I promised, you will have your freedom to do anything you want. It will hurt me along the way but even if it takes years I will be yours faithfully. I WILL BE HERE WITH OPEN ARMS SHOULD ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU AS AND WHEN YOU NEED ME. I AM GOING TO HAVE FAITH BECAUSE ONE DAY I KNOW IT WILL COME TRUE. I can tell myself to stop dreaming but oh hell..I will take my chance.

Think of me as a lost and found for your soul. Whether we are soul mate or sisters, it makes no difference and it does and will not stop my utmost love and adoration for you.

We are lucky to have each other and people come into each other life for a reason and I am still waiting for the reason to surface and give me an answer.

No doubts these last few months you have grown to be exceptionally matured in your ways of thinking, handling yourself and others around you and I quite often find myself learning new things from you...and the way you approach and see life in your own little world. I am in awed, totally impressed.Kudos!! That is my girl!!

Lets move forward and pray that eveything will come in place and we will fulfill our dreams together and you will get what you deserve and what I have promised you.

This is for you...about you, my darling.

With all my love.