In the hands of GOD

Exactly a month I celebrated my birthday. And in that one month lots of things have shifted.

Barrack Obama is the next President-Elect of America who will be replacing the out going President George Bush next January.

Fuel price across nationwide have been slashed twice since the beginning of this month and hopefully it will be further reduced before we Malaysian see 2009!!!:)

The saddest thing happened on 18 November 2008. An ex-employer of mind passed away in a nasty car accident last week and he was called to the lord on Tuesday. Though I was not particularly fond of him as a boss, but still it really sadden me alot to hear that. He left behind an advertising company that has won numerous awards and a a team of very dedicated staffs. He will be sorely and deeply missed in the advertising circle I am sure.

His passing make me look at life differently from now on. Life is short and we never will know what will happen to us next. We need to cherish what we have in front of us now as God might just take us away anytime. May you rest in peace, my friend.

Now perhaps for some happier news. Recently things seems to be looking up for 3Base. Nothing concrete yet but hopefully with some luck and positive energy and the right mix all will turn out well.

Lastly, you surprised me the last few days with things that I never did expect to see really. I am cool though..I shall enjoy it while it last. Definitely not going to question you about the sudden changes of attention and words.

Oh...congratulations to Ken & Melissa on the birth of your second child, a delightful little prince called, Damian Foo. Oh well....I have another nephew again.

Friends, its going to be Christmas in a month time and its time again to bring out the Christmas Tree and those tangled christmas lights ya...

Talk to you all soon. Take Care

God Bless

One year later - 28 October 2008

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Oops, I am a day late in putting this down.

Apologies..moi have been terribly busy lately!!!

One year ago on 27 October, 2007 at the bar in Bernard's I first laid eyes on you. It was nothing then but somehow you still managed to blow me off...just that half an hour of acquintance where we had a glass of Tequila during sunset and your face turned red. Suddenly I am melting into you.

Meeting then the new prodigy of my senior DJ Charles B. The usual, we exchanged contact and msn and spoke of being a DJ. Didn't really get the opportunity to talk further as I had to run off and get drunk with my cousins.

A week later, you called and hello, we spoke again and we got to know each other better and the rest is history.

It has indeed been a "rock n' roll" year for us. This love hate relationship has given both of us couple of heartache yet we weathered through it somehow. We had good times and are still enjoying each other's company and seriously I am looking forward to the future of "us"...I often ask myself does it really matter whether if you are my soul mate or not? All I can say is we are perfect for each other because I know what you want to achieve, your dreams and your destiny.

For now, my breath of fresh air is you, it is like waking up in the morning and smelling the freshly cut grass around me. This is how exactly I feel each time I see you. Call me an idiot or a fool but as always I will again swear to you that no matter what I remain faithful only to you and nodoby and nothing will ever ever change that. Not in a million years to come.

God, its good to see you smile each time we meet. My heart never fail to skip a beat or two when you are around me. I wish to be immortal so that I can be with you forever, to see your success in your dreams, to see you growing beautiful each and every day and most importantly to see you as the "STAR" you want so much to be.

I have never had this experience or such a long wait before waiting for someone to accept me...and now 28 October 2008, a year later I am still waiting.

As I promised, you will have your freedom to do anything you want. It will hurt me along the way but even if it takes years I will be yours faithfully. I WILL BE HERE WITH OPEN ARMS SHOULD ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU AS AND WHEN YOU NEED ME. I AM GOING TO HAVE FAITH BECAUSE ONE DAY I KNOW IT WILL COME TRUE. I can tell myself to stop dreaming but oh hell..I will take my chance.

Think of me as a lost and found for your soul. Whether we are soul mate or sisters, it makes no difference and it does and will not stop my utmost love and adoration for you.

We are lucky to have each other and people come into each other life for a reason and I am still waiting for the reason to surface and give me an answer.

No doubts these last few months you have grown to be exceptionally matured in your ways of thinking, handling yourself and others around you and I quite often find myself learning new things from you...and the way you approach and see life in your own little world. I am in awed, totally impressed.Kudos!! That is my girl!!

Lets move forward and pray that eveything will come in place and we will fulfill our dreams together and you will get what you deserve and what I have promised you.

This is for you...about you, my darling.

With all my love.

Beck's 43 years

Hola!! Como esta?

Was it a good birthday for me this year, I asked myself two days later after that.

Honestly, I thought it was alrite though a very quiet affair compared to the last. Damn....lots of birthdays this month..15 in total!!!

Anyway, I hope you did too on your special day. Happy Birthday to you!! At least I am glad you are happy. That is all that matters. And I was absolutely delighted on the night of the 3rd and what more on the 19th. You were the 1st to wish me. Mucho Gracias for the wonderful gift. Tu eres una senorita muy bonita!! Loving you all the way.

Thank you my friends for the presents and wishes especially my Call Centre Team at CSM. They presented me with a brand new staple and bullets...ahahaha!!!

Lets hope the years ahead will be better for each and everyone of us.

God Bless

# Happy Birthday to the rest of the lot out there!!!#

* And Shebear, I am so bloody glad you are alright!!! Everything will be fine. God is forever able.

Moments in Life

I read an email forwarded by my collegue recently that is called "MOMENTS IN LIFE". Here I would like to share some of it here in my blog. But before that..I hope everyone is in the pink of health and all is well be it work, love life or anything.

How time flies, in 2 weeks time it will be Hari Raya Puasa and soon Deepavali and before we know it, all of us will be taking out the dusty Christmas tree and those tangled lights tucked away since the last festive season!! I will save that for later. For now, have a look at this with those I love. Maybe you have read it somewhere, then again it is worth mentioning here.

# THERE ARE MOMENTS IN LIFE WHEN YOU MISS SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST WANT TO PICK
THEM FROM YOUR DREAMS AND HUG THEM FOR REAL!#

# WHEN THE DOOR OF HAPINNESS CLOSES, ANOTHER OPENS; BUT OFTEN TIMES WE TOOK SO LONG
AT THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DON'T SEE THE ONE, WHICH HAS BEEN OPENED FOR US#

# DON'T GO FOR LOOKS; THEY CAN DECEIVE. DON'T GO FOR WEALTH; EVEN THAT FADES AWAY. GO
FOR SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU SMILE, BECAUSE IT TAKES ONLY A SMILE TO MAKE A DARK DAY
SEEM BRIGHT. FIND THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART SMILE#


Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away.

YOU TOOK MY BREATH AWAY THE FIRST MOMENT I SAW YOU AND YOU STILL DO.

My Obsession

Finally I am a proud owner of a Tag Heuer!! Of course I am delighted about it. Always wanted one and finally I have got one!

Yes, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad...I am trying my best to be positive and happy.

My early birthday present.

Mucho Gracias

Tengku Razaleigh or Anwar Ibrahim our next PM?

Well well well, we have a clear winner in the Pematang Pauh election. This what the whole nation has been waiting for.

What now Pak Lah? Are you stepping down? Reducing the petrol price of 15cent doesn't really help I guess. The next few days and perhaps weeks should be interesting. Khairy Jamaluddin quoted that Anwar will sell his country if he were to be install as the Prime Minister....you are no better than anyone YB Khairy!!!

Lets wait and see....who will swear by the Quran this time round.

My bet is Tengku Razaleigh as our next PM!!! He got banyak "semangat (46)" lah

"My heart, my soul and my head is dented"

Thank you for making that remarks. I guess I can only blame myself for it, for not being able to say no and stand up to it. Just like my dad.

Am I nuts or what? I should think so. They always say where there is love, there is life...I certainly do not agree to it totally.

"Close your eyes, have no fear Beck, imagine there is no heaven, no hell below us, above us only sky..imagine all the people living for today....imagine there is no country..it isnt hard to do..nothing to kill or die for and no religion too. Imagine all the people living life in peace..you may say I am a dreamer but I am the only one...I hope someday you will join me in love"

Now for the 'blackspot'...."THE WILL OF GOD WILL NEVER TAKE ME WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT ME"

Still...I am steadfastly yours till the end of time