Monday 22 October 2007

20 October 2007

My birthday came and went without much fanfare really. Just had a normal dinner with work mates and then proceeded to what we called "clubbing"!! Went to Rain at Mont Kiara and it turned out to be a terribly bad choice!!! For a friday night it was a real let down....it was pathetic, no crowd at all and the music was super lousy!! Luckily there were pool tables so we had to channel our boredom to that...sigh

That was not my real concern anyway...I have friends wishing me BUT the person or persons I was waiting for to either sms or at least call me never materilised. I had expected it but then some where inside me I was still hoping for something. This is my most down and sad birthday I have ever went through for the past few years. Oh...both my favourite aunties as well as sisters were the very first people to wished me so I was happy for that moment. Jessica and Shebear gave me two very lovely T-shirts...and I loved it!! Muaks muaks...

I supposed I should'nt expect so much huh...knowing the current situation. So at least the answer is very obvious now..."the river of no return". I will wait no matter what....months, years..what else can I do.

I think of you each and every day and I miss you almost every minute of the day.

Memories of you will be with me forever....just like a tattoo I will always have you with me.

Auf Wiedersehen for now.....

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