In the hands of GOD

Exactly a month I celebrated my birthday. And in that one month lots of things have shifted.

Barrack Obama is the next President-Elect of America who will be replacing the out going President George Bush next January.

Fuel price across nationwide have been slashed twice since the beginning of this month and hopefully it will be further reduced before we Malaysian see 2009!!!:)

The saddest thing happened on 18 November 2008. An ex-employer of mind passed away in a nasty car accident last week and he was called to the lord on Tuesday. Though I was not particularly fond of him as a boss, but still it really sadden me alot to hear that. He left behind an advertising company that has won numerous awards and a a team of very dedicated staffs. He will be sorely and deeply missed in the advertising circle I am sure.

His passing make me look at life differently from now on. Life is short and we never will know what will happen to us next. We need to cherish what we have in front of us now as God might just take us away anytime. May you rest in peace, my friend.

Now perhaps for some happier news. Recently things seems to be looking up for 3Base. Nothing concrete yet but hopefully with some luck and positive energy and the right mix all will turn out well.

Lastly, you surprised me the last few days with things that I never did expect to see really. I am cool though..I shall enjoy it while it last. Definitely not going to question you about the sudden changes of attention and words.

Oh...congratulations to Ken & Melissa on the birth of your second child, a delightful little prince called, Damian Foo. Oh well....I have another nephew again.

Friends, its going to be Christmas in a month time and its time again to bring out the Christmas Tree and those tangled christmas lights ya...

Talk to you all soon. Take Care

God Bless

One year later - 28 October 2008

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Oops, I am a day late in putting this down.

Apologies..moi have been terribly busy lately!!!

One year ago on 27 October, 2007 at the bar in Bernard's I first laid eyes on you. It was nothing then but somehow you still managed to blow me off...just that half an hour of acquintance where we had a glass of Tequila during sunset and your face turned red. Suddenly I am melting into you.

Meeting then the new prodigy of my senior DJ Charles B. The usual, we exchanged contact and msn and spoke of being a DJ. Didn't really get the opportunity to talk further as I had to run off and get drunk with my cousins.

A week later, you called and hello, we spoke again and we got to know each other better and the rest is history.

It has indeed been a "rock n' roll" year for us. This love hate relationship has given both of us couple of heartache yet we weathered through it somehow. We had good times and are still enjoying each other's company and seriously I am looking forward to the future of "us"...I often ask myself does it really matter whether if you are my soul mate or not? All I can say is we are perfect for each other because I know what you want to achieve, your dreams and your destiny.

For now, my breath of fresh air is you, it is like waking up in the morning and smelling the freshly cut grass around me. This is how exactly I feel each time I see you. Call me an idiot or a fool but as always I will again swear to you that no matter what I remain faithful only to you and nodoby and nothing will ever ever change that. Not in a million years to come.

God, its good to see you smile each time we meet. My heart never fail to skip a beat or two when you are around me. I wish to be immortal so that I can be with you forever, to see your success in your dreams, to see you growing beautiful each and every day and most importantly to see you as the "STAR" you want so much to be.

I have never had this experience or such a long wait before waiting for someone to accept me...and now 28 October 2008, a year later I am still waiting.

As I promised, you will have your freedom to do anything you want. It will hurt me along the way but even if it takes years I will be yours faithfully. I WILL BE HERE WITH OPEN ARMS SHOULD ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU AS AND WHEN YOU NEED ME. I AM GOING TO HAVE FAITH BECAUSE ONE DAY I KNOW IT WILL COME TRUE. I can tell myself to stop dreaming but oh hell..I will take my chance.

Think of me as a lost and found for your soul. Whether we are soul mate or sisters, it makes no difference and it does and will not stop my utmost love and adoration for you.

We are lucky to have each other and people come into each other life for a reason and I am still waiting for the reason to surface and give me an answer.

No doubts these last few months you have grown to be exceptionally matured in your ways of thinking, handling yourself and others around you and I quite often find myself learning new things from you...and the way you approach and see life in your own little world. I am in awed, totally impressed.Kudos!! That is my girl!!

Lets move forward and pray that eveything will come in place and we will fulfill our dreams together and you will get what you deserve and what I have promised you.

This is for you...about you, my darling.

With all my love.

Beck's 43 years

Hola!! Como esta?

Was it a good birthday for me this year, I asked myself two days later after that.

Honestly, I thought it was alrite though a very quiet affair compared to the last. Damn....lots of birthdays this month..15 in total!!!

Anyway, I hope you did too on your special day. Happy Birthday to you!! At least I am glad you are happy. That is all that matters. And I was absolutely delighted on the night of the 3rd and what more on the 19th. You were the 1st to wish me. Mucho Gracias for the wonderful gift. Tu eres una senorita muy bonita!! Loving you all the way.

Thank you my friends for the presents and wishes especially my Call Centre Team at CSM. They presented me with a brand new staple and bullets...ahahaha!!!

Lets hope the years ahead will be better for each and everyone of us.

God Bless

# Happy Birthday to the rest of the lot out there!!!#

* And Shebear, I am so bloody glad you are alright!!! Everything will be fine. God is forever able.

Moments in Life

I read an email forwarded by my collegue recently that is called "MOMENTS IN LIFE". Here I would like to share some of it here in my blog. But before that..I hope everyone is in the pink of health and all is well be it work, love life or anything.

How time flies, in 2 weeks time it will be Hari Raya Puasa and soon Deepavali and before we know it, all of us will be taking out the dusty Christmas tree and those tangled lights tucked away since the last festive season!! I will save that for later. For now, have a look at this with those I love. Maybe you have read it somewhere, then again it is worth mentioning here.

# THERE ARE MOMENTS IN LIFE WHEN YOU MISS SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST WANT TO PICK
THEM FROM YOUR DREAMS AND HUG THEM FOR REAL!#

# WHEN THE DOOR OF HAPINNESS CLOSES, ANOTHER OPENS; BUT OFTEN TIMES WE TOOK SO LONG
AT THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DON'T SEE THE ONE, WHICH HAS BEEN OPENED FOR US#

# DON'T GO FOR LOOKS; THEY CAN DECEIVE. DON'T GO FOR WEALTH; EVEN THAT FADES AWAY. GO
FOR SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU SMILE, BECAUSE IT TAKES ONLY A SMILE TO MAKE A DARK DAY
SEEM BRIGHT. FIND THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART SMILE#


Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away.

YOU TOOK MY BREATH AWAY THE FIRST MOMENT I SAW YOU AND YOU STILL DO.

My Obsession

Finally I am a proud owner of a Tag Heuer!! Of course I am delighted about it. Always wanted one and finally I have got one!

Yes, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad...I am trying my best to be positive and happy.

My early birthday present.

Mucho Gracias

Tengku Razaleigh or Anwar Ibrahim our next PM?

Well well well, we have a clear winner in the Pematang Pauh election. This what the whole nation has been waiting for.

What now Pak Lah? Are you stepping down? Reducing the petrol price of 15cent doesn't really help I guess. The next few days and perhaps weeks should be interesting. Khairy Jamaluddin quoted that Anwar will sell his country if he were to be install as the Prime Minister....you are no better than anyone YB Khairy!!!

Lets wait and see....who will swear by the Quran this time round.

My bet is Tengku Razaleigh as our next PM!!! He got banyak "semangat (46)" lah

"My heart, my soul and my head is dented"

Thank you for making that remarks. I guess I can only blame myself for it, for not being able to say no and stand up to it. Just like my dad.

Am I nuts or what? I should think so. They always say where there is love, there is life...I certainly do not agree to it totally.

"Close your eyes, have no fear Beck, imagine there is no heaven, no hell below us, above us only sky..imagine all the people living for today....imagine there is no country..it isnt hard to do..nothing to kill or die for and no religion too. Imagine all the people living life in peace..you may say I am a dreamer but I am the only one...I hope someday you will join me in love"

Now for the 'blackspot'...."THE WILL OF GOD WILL NEVER TAKE ME WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT ME"

Still...I am steadfastly yours till the end of time

Ultimately, untimely, anyhow, anyway

We all have expectations but it often become a disappointment if we do not work hard to realise it.

When all other's person's needs are as important as your own. Life's like glass, the brighter the glitter, the more easily broken. Freedom is the right to be wrong, not the right to do wrong.

I didn't hear you leave, I wonder how am I still here? I don't wanna know a thing it might change my memories. Oh I am what I am...I do what I want but I can't hide...

I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breath until you are resting here with me.

It has been a couple of thousand years. I think the 10 commandments need a re-write. They are not working any longer!!

So read a book, buy a newspaper, dig up those old records. And keep your eye on your computer, I think it's looking at you funny.

With the growing old files...I want to say I miss you alot somehow!

Good night my darling.

What nonsense!!!

Today everybody were late for work!! Why??

It's all the "buffoons" and their malarkeys again, doing their bits to get into the latest headline of every major paper across the country!!! It has been going on for the past weeks mind you and it is really bloody annoying!!!The Press, National Airwaves....what else what else!!!!

Anwar(ahaha champion backside player in Malaysia!!!), Razak (he is such a incredible liar!!!), Balachandran (what do you expect, he is an Indian!!), Samy (another Indian!!), Musa (hmm...I will give him the benefit of the doubts) ...aha and the leader of the pack..BODOWI (need I say more old man)!!!

Because of these clowns we get police roadblocks that delays and disrupts the hell out of everyone's daily life!!! And they have the cheek to tell us to take public transport to work??? How to...with all the roadblocks around strategic areas!!!Getting there is sure hell of a journey!!!!(If we get therelah) Hey, we pay taxes and what do we get?? More woes and worries while these bunch are doing their harlequins!!! The foreigners are laughing their heads off. So much for a better government after the March election!!! Pleeeeaaaase!!

I have no sympathy for any of the politicians!!! They do not have the rakyat at heart. It is only their own (cronies) interest they are looking at!!

Bunch of disgraceful Cro-Magnons!!!!

My Muses

Two days more to go...6 weeks here was hell!! But I did learned some new things like using the god damn eMac!!

Along the way...I made some new friends which has helped me in one way or another. So no more advertising and no more Dragon Head!!! That should be good news for me.

That is Sae and Daniya. Lovely girls, very sporting and crazy. I love it when they start drinking especially...*grins*. Thanks Daniya with helping me with the eMac Power Point thingy....guess I am going back to PC after this. Oh well....

And Sae...sorry if I put in difficult position with your boss. Me and her just could not work out!!! But you are so damn cool!!!

Oh...same for Siti Suhaila. She is the best so far. Keep me sane all these while.

Friday night is on..Vodka at 2nd floor staircase and later we will attack Chandra and the "plicks'!!!

You girls take care and be good

Sexy Lexie

Hey loves...how ya doing? Lucy Liu...nah. She is much more prettier than Lucy. She is Sexy Lexie!!!

Think you seen her somewhere? Hmmm..ya sure sure in your wildest dreams probably!! Of course I have seen her!!! She is right in front of me,duh!! Alritey. lets be abit serious here.

Alexia, or to me she is what I call all the time "Hey Luuuffffttttt!! Same time I knew Yuki. Part of the Spade Group. Oh hell..they are alot of pretty girls in Spade except for perhaps...hmmm. Speak no evil, Beck. Tsk tsk tsk!!!

We had our fun while we were still collegues and we are still having fun now. She makes me laugh with her silliness and at times being "duh". We used to drink ourselves silly at Laundry Bar at 5pm till midnight (of course with Yuki's and Audrey's company) and drooling over hunky guys and pretty girls and head for midnight show smelling like big time alcoholics!!! *laughs*

So I heard you are in 7th heaven again. I am happy for you and also very touched you believed in me as a friend. We will be pals forever no matter where we are.

I had great memories of my time with you laughing at Wan Lee, you getting jiggy and lusty with your man!!! (Holy shit..i just love all your men..there are all so hunky and.. and weird at times...hahahaha). Oh would it be possible for you to forward me the Junior Reactor song? I lost it and I absolutely miss the 'kan cheongness' of the beat!!!! It's like come come faster faster!!!

Hope everything will work out well as what your heart wishes with him. Please refresh his memory that Yuki and I shot him dead last year at paintball war games!!!!

You take care now & see you 28 June 2008

Hi Llyod...how you doing honey???

Cheerio luufffttt...cheerio.

$@*@&^%#$#&@!!!!!

Is it the eMac or is it me...???

I can't seem to upload any god damn images to my blog for the past three @*&^$#%% days ok!!! Oh ya..sure I am frustrated!!

To hell with pie-charts and graphs....BOLLOCKS!!!

How is your day so far????

Hello...

I lost track of time...it has been a month since I last updated my blog. I hope you lot out there are doing great!!! Did anyone miss me?

Lets see what have I done for the past one month....oh yes, I moved to a new place on Labour Day finally, something smaller but very cosy and for a damn good price as well. Started the new job the following Monday. Spade gave me a farewell party on the last day of April and what a party it turned out to be!!! God, that will be in my memories for a long long time to come...it was just pure havoc..havoc I tell you!!!!

How's the new job you are wondering...IT BLOODY SUCK!!!!! I really need to look out for other job opportunity. Colleagues are cool...it's just HER!!! Why has it got to be a woman all the time...sorry pals, I am a woman too BUT dang....come on man..don't lah be so 'Kan Cheong' all the time!!! It kills all the zesty cells in me and that is not good babe!!!


And oh...switching to Mac after using PC for more than like 100 years is no laughing matter ok!! It has been two weeks now but I am finding it not too bad..should be better given more time.

I really need to get back into Event Management before I throw myself off the building. Today I officially declare...I HATE ADVERTISING!!!!!!

Eh..so who are the Champions of Europe??? It has got to be the Red Devils!!!!

Have a good day...

3rd Base Event Management

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3base.evt@gmail.com

or call 012 289 8369 for direct information.

Cheers.

The Director

*Camera Digital..if you are reading this, thanks for your comment on the last entry, 31 March 2008. I can't seem to log on to your site. Possible to write me further? Cheers!!

Just desert

Sorry folks...could not find the time to write after the last entry. Or to be honest, could not find anything worth to write anymore!!

Time passes real quick and it is coming to end of April. Tonnes of things happened. I wish to say my thanks to a few people whom has stood by me during my most difficult time recently.

My heart rejoiced in certain ways because I no longer have to be a part of the on-goings that is driving everyone to madness. Then again another part of me is fucking bend on taking revenge for what was done onto me!! I was put into a dead end or shall I say forced to "eat dead cat" in Chinese saying!! Lets have a mutiny...that would be grand, eh!! Yeah sure sure...fat chance Beck. Hmm..then again the Labour Office sounds even more fantastic!!! We shall see....

I may not know how far the damage was BUT I know the difference between chicken shit and chicken salad!! Should you not stop all these nonsense right now, I swear to the DEVIL, I will give you your "just desert" and blast your big idiot fucking ass to orbit!!

Just make sure you don't cross the limit of my patience...as it is into the final layer.

Apart from that...I hope all of you are keeping well and sane.

Me...I am good!!

A new chapter...

How do I decide and how do I live? Good question really.

It is that time and that sort of feelings again. Few days ago I was at breaking point but now I am at peace within myself. I will accept fate. Changes in circumstances are forcing me to take certain plans back to the drawing board. I am uncertain whether all these stem from my own ignorance or my lack of understanding of the whole event. Confusion plagues much of the past few weeks, as do fluctuating desires. Hidden tensions must be brought out into the open.

Doesn't really matter now...whatever is done cannot be undone so no use crying over spilled milk. Just move on Beck ...and get back on track.

But I must say I have one major problem with CAFB or RPKK. Some thing has to be done or fuck shit..someone has to do something or it will be mayhem soon!! Oh hell...I no longer give a damn about the whole fucked up situation!! Whoever is going sit in my hot seat I sincerely wish you all the best...you jolly well need it.

At times, I would want to dig my heels in as stubbornly as I wish...perhaps too - I feel it's payback time for someone who hasn't been quite honest. But revenge isn't usually the answer.

Suddenly, I felt light..no more heavy burden strap on my shoulder. Job satisfaction can be hard to achieve, especially if your heart's not really in it.

I need to say my thanks to you. (you know who you are). Thanks to you, the world is a better place, I am a better person. Somehow I see the changes in my everything, my attitude is more positive and I am happy.

Midweek will finalise a new chapter in my life, follow up with positive action...giving me more freedom to rediscover alot of other things. Things I should be doing. Promises that need to be kept. There's much to be said for being in the right place at the right time. Mind you, it's not always luck. Its more GOD SENT and often prior knowledge that gets us there, with valuable information often within whispering distances.

Time to stop dreaming. It's about time to start putting those unfinish, brilliant ideas, promises and plans into motion instead. And I am not alone.


I might have lost something but most importantly I gained something more precious in return.

My goodbye will come sooner than expected.

This is indeed a blessing in disguise for me...

Riot at Jogoya

Nah...the dinner that was long overdue!!

Finally, at Jogoya Starhill, 19 March 2008!

I must say it was rather fun, the girls were laughing their heads off. They took photos and photos like they were 'Super Film Stars'!!

My Court Jester was attacking all the soft shell crabs, David was like a glutton, Esther was like a baby that needs babysitting *laughs*!! Yip was the centre all the girls attention through out the night!!! The rest...sigh!

ME..ehehe..I was thinking about funny things and laughing myself silly and oh yes...laughing at my Court Jester ...besides getting annoyed with Panty Man!

Have a fantastic weekend babes.

Kopi Queen

MoonChess...I was impressed when I first saw you and I am still impressed 2 years later. Cool and steady as ever with a large horizon for artistic creations you leaves us very much in awe most of the time with your works.


Though we seldom talk but when we do talk, it is always meaningful in some ways.

Small yet fiesty at times, I would say you are the best JAD Spade will ever get for a long time to come and you left unexpectedly last week seeking greener pasture elsewhere. At least you have the guts to let go of something for something else. That is what life should be I supposed. You go girl!!!

I shall miss you, we shall all miss you close to where the heart is. I wouldn't mind another game of paintball with you in the same team

You take care and keep well Pretzel....

Ooopps..BN ripped apart

Aiseh man...Malaysians have spoken!! Well done!!

We have the Oppositions forming up goverment in Perak, Selangor, Kedah, Kelantan and Penang. It was in some ways expected what more is there to debate about. Was it the people's resentment that did it? The top 3 who were expected to win hands down lost....

The Sun headline today - "Pak Lah: I'm not quitting". Does that mean more hike up on petrol price, toll and others???


I don't give a fuck really who won and who is running the states but will the new leaders please cover the pot holes....

Maybe I

You were right...it came over me what never been before it slid under my door and I now I find the reason to admit I been too lazy.

But in this life , in this atmosphere I am starting to believe the other side of me but whose to know ....so honey surely one of us is crazy.

Maybe I...not so easily stirred, maybe I ...I got to love someone, maybe I.. I ride the storm for you..maybe I..I be the doom in your room.

So now I stand I never stood before ...whats better left don't say just don't bury the dead when you alive...I think I might just stay the night.

I am not trying to take you baby...am not trying to hear to see, am not trying to take your soul baby...I am just trying to believe.

Maybe I.....I am not the one for your love, maybe I.. I will be your heaven above...

Crucify me

My dear lord...can you please tell me what to do? Or have I not been praying to you of late that you are ignoring me? If not, please send me to the brimstone sea of boiling fire!!

It is capital "D" all the way...despair, disappointed, desperate...and so DEAD!!!

For GOD, you are "A light that never darkened" in my eyes.

My work station

5 days a week I am surrounded by reports, proposals, invoices etc!! I am sick of it. My only little space for my books, so called books or thesaurus and notes.

Sitting in front is my AM, next to me both my SAE and AE. I do have the perfect place in the entire office really as all the things happen right in front of me.

Another bloody long day at work rushing proposal!

What the hell did we do to deserve all this...blast!!

Between the devil and the deep blue sea

Life


If life is full of questions, are we living to find the answers?



I'm terrified I'm making a huge mistake BUT I don't want to stop it, I want to watch it take its course and hope to GOD I don't crash.



It's not about giving up, it's about taking a step back and letting things happen as they should instead of trying to make things happen, if it's meant to be..it'll be.


__________________________________________________________

Love


True love is when you can silently sit across from each other and know what the other one is thinking


"LOVE: The irresistable desire to be irresistable desired"

Work of Art - Love 2008

Yo people..take a break from work and have a look at this. Its wonderfully amazing!!

The beauty and wonders of art and its creator...

It just managed to lighten my day, yours too I hope...

Have a good day & God Bless!

Life as it is....

As agreed, please walk on by
Walk on by beside me
My bottle is dry and my hands are heavy
I'm dragging my feet and why won't you carry me

Walk on by, walk on beside me
Walk away, walk with me my decree
Walk along straight line to be free
Walk as how you want you to be

Goodbye gleaming night lights
Save a flicker for a path we walk along
My back is broken yet I'll be strong
I'll dance gently to a solemn song

Light up a lonely road - so I could see the sky
My hands are heavy and my bottle is dry
Goodbye - oh the sweet surrender if goodbye
I'll find other ways to fly

X Smoke, X Drinks

Recently I read the newspaper that Gazza has been admitted to hospital due to excessive drinking...sigh. The great George Best died because of that too and so did many others whether they are known or unknown personalities.

I think it is about time as well I will announce that I shall and I will quit both the above. Somehow as much as I love to drink, I realised after drinking it makes me a different person and not a very good person so to say. Drinks run my emotions. I tend to say hurtful things which I am not supposed to. I am a mean person when I consume too much. I lose myself, I have no control over my temper and worst I wake up smelling like alcohol in the morning! It tires me out each time....

This past weeks I have been drinking and smoking rather excessively and it is not doing both my lungs and livers any good either.

Before it gets worst, before I lose you, lose myself and lose everything it has to stop now.

As agreed, please walk away should I break my promise to you....

Thanks for looking out for me. I will not disappoint you again.

Why are we at war with each other?

Normally, I thought CNY brings good luck to everyone...guess this time I was wrong again.

Why are we at each other's throat so much? After what happened in 2007, do we need to take this path again? I bruised you, you bruised me, we all bruised so easily..infact too easily.

Well I don't know about the others but I am really tired of all these. My team at war with other team under the same roof. Are we all letting our emotions running our decision and controlling our daily moods? Can someone give me an answer for that? It is draining every single of my heart beat and I am afraid it might just kill me and drive away the rest of them someday.

Everyone is so tensed up. Coming to work is like a bomb waiting to explode! We are walking on very very thin ice. And someone will has to pay for it when it breaks.

Aren't we all supposed to be passionate about our work huh? What the hell trigger all these or who the hell trigger it? Why? Are all these catfights necessary? Is it worth it? In the end we just hurt each other even more.

Though I survived the Baptism Of Fire, my heart no longer feel for Spade.

Someone please pull the trigger....

Amazing Grace

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That save a wretch like me...
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind but now I see

Twas Grace that taught..
my heart to fear
And Grace, my fears relieved..
How precious did Grace appear
the hour I first believed

Through many dangers, toils and snares..
we have already come
T'was Grace that bought us safe thus far...
and Grace will lead us home

The Lord has promise good to me...
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be..
as long as life endures

When we've been here ten thousand years...
bright shining as the sun
We've no less days to sing God's praise...
then when we've first begun

"Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me...
I once was lost but now am found,
was blind, but now I see"

Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself...

Happiness is having you in my "garden of eternal bliss'

Funny how the world revolve around each of us..we just never know what will bring us next or what to expect. To expect the unexpected is such a powerful yet truthful 4 words.

Today is the 5th day of the Chinese Lunar Year of the rodden. How time flies, just last week everyone were so eagerly anticipating the arrival of CNY and now with ablink of an eyelit we are into the 6th day by tomorrow and all of us are a year older...sigh. Surprisingly though this year CNY has been relatively quiet compared to the past few years. Not much fireworks around, didn't see any lion dance at all...least not for this year. I have been eating and drinking like a horse...yesterday I finally vommited my guts out!!! And honestly I felt good after that!!!

You know the beautiful old parchment in which the sun and the moon keeps their diary....it is the most ravishing place ever I come acrossed so far. Somehow it managed to retain all my love for it and most importantly my sanity during that period. Short but sweet...it was absolutely deserved though. That was the best I have ever felt for a long time to come.

I remain faithfully to "you" as I first saw you the first time on 11 January 2007 at 7pm and thirteen months later where the lights went down the horizon.

At least you were happy and smiling for me then and I say 'yes' you looked wonderful that night and every other night......

The art of sweeping floors!!!

Good day all...how has the past few weeks been? I hope all in excellent shape with CNY around the corner which brings me to the main topic of my intented subject.

I was reading NST just on Sunday on my star and its says my entire apartment need a thorough spring cleaning of some sort!!! So off I went to the bathroom and loaded all the necessary detergent, dettol, stain removers and all I can gatherlah...oh yes including vinegar!! Mum and some of my married friends told me vinegar is an excellent stain remover.

But before that, I had to sweep the whole damn floor (before pouring all the killers on the floor)...you know sweeping with a legal broom!! Funny thing is I can't seems to sweep away the dust, hairs or whateverlah the way I wanted them to be swept away...and especially definitely not the way the maids sweeps them!!! I tell you the way they sweep the floor...fu-yo-yoh ada style, gaya and most of the time they left me and the floor breathless!!! The way they handle the broom, the twist of the arm, the body language...they dances so well together. Perfect match...eh, then I guess the condition of the broom also make a difference. Ha ha..dont' tell me a broom will sweep well if it is left with just a few feathers or whatever that is called!!! I am gobsmacked by how the floor can be so clean and clear of anything!!! There is not a single hair you can find still floating in between...hello I am dead serious okay! You don't believe me why don't you try sweeping the floor and see for yourself and, if you are as good as your housemaid then fine, kiss yourself in the mirror and if you are not then slap yourself so that I can laugh at you!!! (LOL)

I am not a fan of housemaids really...don't you fellas read the newspaper? Tiap tiap hari mesti ada berita pasal tentang pembantu rumah!!! Ekeke....here is how I classify them by their country of origin and their intention in "OUR" Country. No pun intended but it is true my loves...

A) The Indonesian (Susantis): They love to have men randomly/ They micro wave your children / They love to steal all your jewelries and disappeared as and when they like.

B) The Filipinos (Marias): They talk too much / They think they are damn good singers..how to become a singer when "where you parked your car become where you "Farked" your car!!! Oh my.. / They slapped the elderly especially those bedridden one.

C) The Chinese fr. China (Ah Lians): THEY DO NOTHING BUT STEAL PEOPLES HUSBAND!!!

There....but then again no denying, after seeing my friend's maid cleaning my apartment last year I was lost for words. Anything she touched turned brighty and shinny. From the floors to the windows, the stove..every god damn single thing!! Oh my god...for a few seconds I just stood there with my mouth wide opened....

Hmmphhh, I didn't clean my apartment for the next few months after that...

Monica and my 2 darling nephews

Photo taken at : The Chinese Restaurant at Eastin Hotel - 6 January 2008. The dim sum was terrible!!!

Have not seen them for awhile now. Monica is as cheerful as ever. Sean and Bryan as bright and cheeky as usual. Hats off to you Mon...you and Goh are wonderful parents.

Welcome home mum....

Beck's year of the faith, prosperity and happiness

I did not really anticipated or expected to get the call on 31st December 2007 but it came and well I have to admit I was happy in a way. There is nothing much I can complaint really...at least I did managed to spent the last day of 2007 with the person I wanted to see. Whatever the intention was I don't want to know and I don't wish to pursue. At least for that few hours I was happy. Thank you so much.

Happy New Year everyone...we are into the 6th day of 2008 and there are another 359 more days to go.

As we are approaching the Chinese Lunar New Year in about a month's time lets hope the year of the Rat will bring prosperity and much happiness to each and everyone.

My astrological zodiac, Libra is telling me that we often succeed because we don't set our goals too high ....hmmm that is fine but I think we deserve better as we will never get where we want to be until we learn to set the bar a little higher. After all we are the charmers amongst all the other zodiac signs....the most alluring and stylish. Either love us or hate us *laughs*

This year will be MY YEAR in terms of everything, foundation in work, partner in relationship, accumulate more wealth, staying healthy and whatever that comes my way. Being ruthless is another thing. Lets be confidence here....Those will be my goals and I will make sure and I promise it will come out good.

People come into each other life for a reason and I am still waiting to find out what it is...

We are all connected, and we are all One